A Fine Mess

Text Tori Amos - Taxi Ride

Lily is dancing
on the table
We’ve all been
Pushed
Too far
I guess on days
like this
you know who your
friends are
Just another Dead Fag
to you that’s all
Just another Light missing
on a long taxi ride
taxi ride

And I’m down to
Your last cigarette and
this “We are one” crap
as you’re invading
This thing you call
Love - she smiles
way too much but
I’m glad you’re
on my side, sure
I’m glad you’re on
my side still

You think you deserve
a trust fund
Just because you
Want one
Sure you talk the talk
when you need to
I fear
the whole world is
starting to
Believe you
Just another Dead Fag
to you that’s all
Just another Light missing
in a long taxi line
taxi line

And I”m down to
Your last cigarette and
this “We are one” crap
as you’re invading
This thing you call
Love - she smiles
way too much but
I’m glad you’re
on my side, sure
I’m glad you’re on
my side still

Lily is dancing
on the
table
We’ve all been pushed
Too far today
Even a glamorous
Bitch can be in
need
this is where you know
the Honey
from the
Killer Bees
I’m glad you’re on
my side
sure
I’m glad you’re on
my side
sure
I’m glad you’re on
my side still

Got a long taxi ride
Got a long taxi ride

—-just love this song that’s all.. Can really define how I feel right now.

Text

Everyone will say goodbye one way or another. No one can really be there for us through and through even though they say they will. And so, even if people leave us or we leave them to go somewhere else, we just have to make sure that we have stored up lots of good memories with people who matter to us. Its bitter-sweet but people will move on and you will too.

Text Lesson learned.

I’ve done a lot of things I regret these past few weeks. But nothing beats this:

I should’ve hugged my dad when he tried to hug me in the cab as we we’re taking him to the hospital. He tried twice to hug me. That’s I guess the biggest regret I’ll ever have in my life. He’s gone now. I should’ve hugged him. I didn’t know that it will be the last effort he’ll ever do to be close to me.

I miss him. I try to act normal but my life will never be normal again. Nothin will ever be the same. I am without a dad already. I will never be whole again. :(

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What the hell is wrong with these fellows?! Jeeezzzzzz!! And so, like with us nurses, we talk about this damn doctors like madmen, like they talk about us. I never wanted to call you in the first place! And I will never call you if I don’t have to! What the hell is wrong with you? I call for the patients, for their best interest and you talk to me like it was my intention to make fun of you. You shouldn’t have worked if you don’t wanna be called for at 10 in the evening for referrals!

#damnlazydoctors

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